If I don’t spend my money,we have no date. If I don’t make any plans, we have no time. If I don’t take time of work, there is no possibility. Im sick of being the person who spends money on dates, spends money on gifts to get back nothing when you get paid 3 times more than me. Im sick of not being treated like a princess and having to feel like the servant. When will I get a cute paragraph, flowers sent to me, a small gift, a date where I pay nothing. When will I get what I put in because honestly sometimes I feel like giving up on myself all together. If I put so much effort in, with no return, what’s the point of carrying on. Maybe im just worthless. Maybe I don’t deserve to be living.